Heart on the Floor

I turned the dandelions upside down because I thought I was cool.
Just wake up, the alarm has been ringing for the past hour
“Good luck on your finals!
Knock ‘em dead!”
Thanks :)
Is that all that we can say to each other?
Frying pans….who knew?
What the hell are you doing?
Hey, there’s my heart. On the floor
I think you put it there.
How will I ever get through this season?
Season: of longing?
Of depression?
Of self-loathing?
“So and so…What changed?”
What?
Everything changed. I’m sorry it was me.
I want to be like Joy.
I want to be a light in the darkness.
I want to bring life wherever I go.
I want to be that girl, but I am not.
It breaks my heart.