Power

You know the people I envy? The people that can make people like me feel this depressed and lonely. They are the ones with power. They are the ones that break hearts.

Maybe we are all like that to someone. Maybe we all hold that power over someone else’s heart. Doubt that.

I hate you, person with the power over my heart; this was supposed to be a heart untouched. I opened it up to you (trusted you), you used what you needed, and then burned the rest. Congratulations, you left scars.

“Look for what is good and you will find it.” –Anne Perry

Alright, person, if you don’t want me in your life, I won’t be. I pray that I can begin to search for the good things that are in this life. I pray that what has happened between us won’t leave my heart bitter. And I pray I can let all this go. I pray that I can forgive.

I’m looking for the goodness of my life. I would have loved to have you involved with that goodness but you want nothing to do with me. It’s ok. I am being to understand why. I love you and I always will. I will leave you alone out of love because that’s what you want.