Bring you with me

There was a joy that bloomed in my heart today when I saw you. We are not even to the point of being able to say hello yet, but you held in you hand a book that I love. I wanted so badly to tell you that, but I let that moment go. I don't regret it, not yet anyway. I feel like there will be many more moments to tell you how great that book is.

Have you ever had a moment where you know you have met someone who is going to be life-changing to you? My mind wants to write it off immediately as something ridiculous. How could I ever know I met someone who would completely morph my life into a different thing? Especially if I don't even know his last name yet. More than ever now, I feel it's ridiculous because what if I am just being that hopeless romantic I can be sometimes?

But he is different, I met him and I just knew. Either this guy is going to be one of the closest friends I have ever had or I'm just crazy. Which crazy could be a large possibilty too. And let's not forget the prevailing desparation that has been plaguing my daily thoughts and actions. That could play a minor role too.

But really, there's something about this guy that feels like we are drawn together. Like we would be so good for each other and that we are going to go on adventures together. I feel like we could grow together. It helps knowing that we are going to be spending 11 days together in the Yucatan. Guess we will just have to see.