Seriously.

You’ve got to focus. You’ve got to pull your head out of the freaking clouds. “We must be the change we wish to see in the world.” You are so right Mr. Gandhi. So I want to change something. Why then, why the hell do I wait?

Enough. Enough of this. You decide your life. Your emotions. Your choices. Your actions. I choose to no longer feel like this. I decide to no longer think like this. I wish I could just pull my head off of my shoulders. Separate my mind from my heart. They mix themselves together within me. I can no longer distinguish a rationale thought from an emotional mess.

You see these fears? Do you see them? You are lurking in them. Wading waist-deep within them and letting yourself sink deeper. This is not a life you want to live. No. Forget those fears, doubts, hates, weaknesses, hurts. There is nothing you can change. Just be what you ought to be. Expect to be loved and hated for that. Embrace those that love you, in your purest form, they are the ones that should matter most in your life. Start wading out of that pool. Get out and move. Get back to shore. Shore…a foundation underneath you. Standing on something that is real and worthwhile. A place to stand, fearless, unapologetic. That’s the way it should be.

You see these dreams? Do you see them? The actions you are taking now are killing them. The things you are focusing on now are far, so very far, from them. Forget this. Forget it all. And please, get back to what’s important. Get back to something a tad more significant. Get back to what you know is real.

Get back to being the change you want to see in the world.